Seeing Through Trees

Seeing Through Trees

So fare thee well, poor devil of a Sub-Sub, whose commentator I am. Thou belongest to that hopeless, sallow tribe which no wine of this world will ever warm; and for whom even Pale Sherry would be too rosy-strong; but with whom one sometimes loves to sit, and feel poor-devilish, too; and grow convivial upon tears; and say to them bluntly, with full eyes and empty glasses, an in not altogether unpleasant sadness–Give it up, Sub-Subs! For by how much the more pains ye take to please the world, by so much the more shall ye for ever go thankless!

I did not come to woodwork by experience. I did not grow up with a jack plane in my crib, or saws with blunted teeth for playthings. Instead, like many of the things that I love to do, I came to woodworking not through trees in the form of lumber, but in the form of paper: books. I grew up reading for adventure–tales of the sea, of wilderness survival, of romance and revenge. But some of those “adventures” were not all together beyond my reach, and reading about them taught me to love them. I read and gained some idea of models for good living, and how to feel about it. I enjoyed the reading, but it was the enjoyment of anticipation: I wanted to do it myself. But Henry David Thoreau doesn’t provide as many particulars in how he built his cabin as I would need as a complete greenhorn; he may have borrowed the axe, but he knew how to handle it.

Of course, Ishmael gave detailed instructions for whaling, but there is no market for whale oil these days, and Ishmael never really wished to be out killing whales at all, he just wanted to see the world; I don’t know 30 other sailors or any Quaker investors. So, since it’s hard to make a go of it on a sailing ship these days, my aspirations always circled back to handwork–not as a living, but to make the stuff that shelters and supports our lives. That includes the labor of the garden, and the work of making the goods of my daily world.

And at some point, probably while performing research for my MA thesis, I stumbled on The Anarchist’s Tool Chest by Christopher Schwarz. I requested it by inter-library loan. As soon as it came in, I knew I was a fan. The material book was beautiful: bound in cloth and stamped like the few 19th century books I own. The contents were great too: Schwarz incorporates the historical perspective of scholarship that I admire. He writes personal narrative that uses particulars details of his life to draw general conclusions about society today. And he sprinkles in lots of GI tract jokes. Shortly after that book came in, I bought a beat up old jack-plane in an antique shop, and decided to start using what little spare money I had to buy tools that chanced by.

I knew I wasn’t going to get a complete kit all at once. But I had time. In fact, I had more time than money or space, so I just picked things up, $5 for a handsaw here, $10 for dividers there. Most of it came from junk shops. A few things from garage sales. Then I came to the Midwest and suddenly tools were everywhere. I farm sat, and was rewarded with a car load of tools that I fixed up. A neighbor called me over to help clean out a garage and said “take what you want.” So, after about 3 years of patiently storing and cleaning up the tools, I had enough to get started.

For the first series of this blog, I’ll highlight some of the meandering stories of my tools, and my meanderings through the books that are also important tools. My bookshelf and my toolchest are equally beloved.



I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world. It is a way I have of driving off the spleen, and regulating the circulation. Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me from stepping into the street and methodically knocking people’s hats off–then, I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can.

This blog, it may be said, is an account of my going to sea, metaphorically. Never mind that going to sea is also my going to sea. Woodworking, carpentry, joinery, these will be to me as whaling was to dear Ishmael. And like Ishmael, I embark as a neophyte. What I know I know from books (poor devil of a sub-sub librarian, I know your haunts.) There are no brains in my fingers yet for this work. I know some of the small legends of the tradition, and I’ve followed the writing of masters and tried my hand at putting their advice into practice. But I’m a landlubber setting out to sea, and happy to go out, just to see what there is out there in this wide world.

So today I went to visit a master and his son (who perhaps is in his journeyman years). Roger Holmes is now retired, but ran a cabinet shop in Lincoln, Nebraska. He also was an author and editor for Fine Woodworking magazine through the seventies and eighties. And he gave me a gracious and enthusiastic welcome. His son Joseph (good name for a carpenter) is about my age, and trying to find a way to support the furniture making that he cares about. We talked briefly about how difficult it is for him to make a living doing work that he really believes in; his plan is to do production cabinetry for a living, and in the off time build and design furniture.

Their shop was lovely, a mix of handtools and machinery. When I entered, Roger was ripping oak on the table saw for stained glass window frames. They only recently moved in here, downsizing from a much larger space. They kept apologizing for the things in storage and the chaos, it looked pretty good to me. In the back room was an office filled with woodworking books, and a large metal tool chest full of all manner of planes, saws, moulding planes, a chain mortiser, offcuts of naturally fallen redwood, and Joe’s lovely Dutch style chest. I’ll definitely be back asking them questions, soaking up wisdom, and observing how the professionals engage in this trade in earnest.

It helped drive off the hypos a bit. But today was a hard day.



IMG_3812“Seat thyself sultanically among the moons of Saturn, and take high abstracted man alone; and he seems a wonder, a grandeur and a woe. But from the same point, take mankind in mass, and for the most part, they seem mob of unnecessary duplicates, both contemporary and hereditary. But most humble he was, and far from furnishing an example of the high, humane abstraction; the Pequod’s carpenter was no dubplicate; hence, he now comes in person on this stage.” -Herman Melville, Moby-Dick: Chap. 107, “The Carpenter”.

Call me an amateur. I’ve been collecting tools, fixing them up, and trying to make things with them for the past several years. As I’ve done so, I’ve read a lot of blogs. I have followed lots of amazing people on instagram. And I’ve thought quite a bit about what I’m doing, how I manage to do it, and why I want to. Having been silent long enough, I now think it’s important to join the community, and thus enter the world of people doing similar things.

The persona in this public blog isn’t the same as my private self, exactly, but it also isn’t completely different. I’ll concede some essential facts: to make my living, I teach and study literature (currently as a graduate student). I “make” during the afternoons and evenings that I’m not doing my “day job.” I don’t have any formal training for woodworking, tool restoration, or anything digital. But I am a firm believer in amateurism and dabbling. It’s only through pursuing knowledge and craft out of love and curiosity that really meaningful things get made.